Monday, December 14, 2009
WOAHHHH~
has been ages since the last time I blogged ah?
Yeahhhs.
I have nothing much to say you see
This blog is very much dead since I have tumblr mobile:)
Anywaes, I am obviously in cloud nine since the admittance.
another chance given to me by God
I am really thankful:D
Although I kinda feel like I should control this feeling
I am too happy that I forgotton some things
people around whom I dearly loved.
What's gonna happen when I leave?
I'd be missing them hell loads.
But then again, I need to seize this chance
To start anew, to prove myself and to see the world.
I have dream on my own
Gotta fulfill it:D
I am now in Jakarta: The hot city
Mann, Imma tell you this place fells like an oven
yet, i am still loving it:)
Been relaxing this few days
no more house work and paper works for me to do
at least for now!
hahahahahaahhaha.
Midnight shopping was amazing!!
All those buy one get one free!
and I was rushing to get a pair of sandals cos parents already Q at cashier
The people were packed like sardines
and yet it was a wonderful experience.
Few more days before flight to Europe:))
Still thinking whether to go or not if Dad can't go on that day
I guess I'd spend X'mas with him:))
New year is coming. 2010 is nearing.
ah, how fast can time flies?
I am getting really old!
I am getting into university!
No more uniforms, no more fixed classes
yayness!
few months of break gonna be real fun
I have my plan for that few months.
Still worrying about the staying with gramms part
cos I'd be with people whom I don't think I can get along with
rahhs.
Those villagers lifestyle.
I bet I would be an alien among them!
Worst was the person I hate the most will be there during my stay!
praying everything's gonna be okay.
Gtg and sleep now. byebye.
has been ages since the last time I blogged ah?
Yeahhhs.
I have nothing much to say you see
This blog is very much dead since I have tumblr mobile:)
Anywaes, I am obviously in cloud nine since the admittance.
another chance given to me by God
I am really thankful:D
Although I kinda feel like I should control this feeling
I am too happy that I forgotton some things
people around whom I dearly loved.
What's gonna happen when I leave?
I'd be missing them hell loads.
But then again, I need to seize this chance
To start anew, to prove myself and to see the world.
I have dream on my own
Gotta fulfill it:D
I am now in Jakarta: The hot city
Mann, Imma tell you this place fells like an oven
yet, i am still loving it:)
Been relaxing this few days
no more house work and paper works for me to do
at least for now!
hahahahahaahhaha.
Midnight shopping was amazing!!
All those buy one get one free!
and I was rushing to get a pair of sandals cos parents already Q at cashier
The people were packed like sardines
and yet it was a wonderful experience.
Few more days before flight to Europe:))
Still thinking whether to go or not if Dad can't go on that day
I guess I'd spend X'mas with him:))
New year is coming. 2010 is nearing.
ah, how fast can time flies?
I am getting really old!
I am getting into university!
No more uniforms, no more fixed classes
yayness!
few months of break gonna be real fun
I have my plan for that few months.
Still worrying about the staying with gramms part
cos I'd be with people whom I don't think I can get along with
rahhs.
Those villagers lifestyle.
I bet I would be an alien among them!
Worst was the person I hate the most will be there during my stay!
praying everything's gonna be okay.
Gtg and sleep now. byebye.
All that's left of me; 12:31 AM.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I wanna write nonsense here.
But also don't know what to write:(
Okay la.. byebye.
But also don't know what to write:(
Okay la.. byebye.
All that's left of me; 3:00 PM.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Today,
is another great day
I rushed my essays with the help of my dear friends:)
Thank you!
I owe you guys big time.
Now waiting whether it is eligible to be sent.
darn, i am really late:((
I missed early app already.
Starbucks played X'mas songs just now
the feeling is like...idk, like hols is here
as if i wasn't in Singapore but somewhere else with snowfall:D
Too bad, A levels is not over yet:(
Nutella ice cream at island Creamery is wonderbar!
try their teh tarik too!
Shopping again tomorrow.
I have amazing life lately, except the fact that this whole application thing is bugging me.
shyt.
I wanna get it over and done with
so that the nagging will stop too
And then I can enjoy my life:D
Ahhh, that's all for now.
byebye:D
is another great day
I rushed my essays with the help of my dear friends:)
Thank you!
I owe you guys big time.
Now waiting whether it is eligible to be sent.
darn, i am really late:((
I missed early app already.
Starbucks played X'mas songs just now
the feeling is like...idk, like hols is here
as if i wasn't in Singapore but somewhere else with snowfall:D
Too bad, A levels is not over yet:(
Nutella ice cream at island Creamery is wonderbar!
try their teh tarik too!
Shopping again tomorrow.
I have amazing life lately, except the fact that this whole application thing is bugging me.
shyt.
I wanna get it over and done with
so that the nagging will stop too
And then I can enjoy my life:D
Ahhh, that's all for now.
byebye:D
All that's left of me; 11:02 PM.
Yesterday I was so in the mood of blogging
now, no more:(
But I was too lazy to on my super lag com ytd.
Anyway, short summary about yesterday:
It was a SHOPPING DAY:DD
I can't tell you how amazing that was
I felt so contented when more and more bags hang on my arms
:)
Thrilled!
And when I was uber ugly yesterday,
I met sooooo many people.
One of them is my crush from library
whom I don't even know his name but wells
I know his school and and....erm.. age! haha.
Missed him after so long absent from library mugging.
Today is a lazy day
Slept till late morning
Cancelled gym because apparently dear was sleeping too
and we were both dead beat.
Sooo, sleep sleep.
Lunch out and then went to ECP for cycling lesson
I suck at it,really:(
sighs.
I shall try again next time!
Yay!
now, no more:(
But I was too lazy to on my super lag com ytd.
Anyway, short summary about yesterday:
It was a SHOPPING DAY:DD
I can't tell you how amazing that was
I felt so contented when more and more bags hang on my arms
:)
Thrilled!
And when I was uber ugly yesterday,
I met sooooo many people.
One of them is my crush from library
whom I don't even know his name but wells
I know his school and and....erm.. age! haha.
Missed him after so long absent from library mugging.
Today is a lazy day
Slept till late morning
Cancelled gym because apparently dear was sleeping too
and we were both dead beat.
Sooo, sleep sleep.
Lunch out and then went to ECP for cycling lesson
I suck at it,really:(
sighs.
I shall try again next time!
Yay!
All that's left of me; 12:56 AM.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
OKay,
basically today's the ''unofficial'' end of papers
5 more days to the last irritating f.ing physics MCQ
ugh, my uncouth mouth. pardon me.
I am getting a lil out of control lately
serious problem.
I was a good girl okay! hahahaah.
And, I find today utterly boring
the sleeping beauty day.
Upcoming events really excite me hell loads!
I shan't reveal what as yet. hehee.
Oh,
I am suddenly reminded of my short trip back home bfore exams
hahaah.
I was craving for blueberry vodka.
So,
*text message my uncle*:
can you help me get blueberry vodka please?:)
Reply:
OKAY
Mom: What? what are you telling him to buy?
OMG, you drink vodka? you'd get drunk you know! blahblahblha....
Me: it's alright. got it the previous gathering remember?
Dad: and you gonna let your uncle spend soo much on it!
*laughs*
everyone had Absolut Vodka in mind.
While I was asking for this lighter ones.
It tastes like soft drink really.
And on that day we stayed at the Villa, uncle got me all flava!
Love him!
hahahaahahaha.
I drank one the next day during breakfast and felt bloated!
Never ever drink vodka during breakfast people.
basically today's the ''unofficial'' end of papers
5 more days to the last irritating f.ing physics MCQ
ugh, my uncouth mouth. pardon me.
I am getting a lil out of control lately
serious problem.
I was a good girl okay! hahahaah.
And, I find today utterly boring
the sleeping beauty day.
Upcoming events really excite me hell loads!
I shan't reveal what as yet. hehee.
Oh,
I am suddenly reminded of my short trip back home bfore exams
hahaah.
I was craving for blueberry vodka.
So,
*text message my uncle*:
can you help me get blueberry vodka please?:)
Reply:
OKAY
Mom: What? what are you telling him to buy?
OMG, you drink vodka? you'd get drunk you know! blahblahblha....
Me: it's alright. got it the previous gathering remember?
Dad: and you gonna let your uncle spend soo much on it!
*laughs*
everyone had Absolut Vodka in mind.
While I was asking for this lighter ones.
It tastes like soft drink really.
And on that day we stayed at the Villa, uncle got me all flava!
Love him!
hahahaahahaha.
I drank one the next day during breakfast and felt bloated!
Never ever drink vodka during breakfast people.
All that's left of me; 12:05 AM.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
I was happy when you called.
I know you won't read my blog so yeah.
Then after we hung up, I felt extremely unhappy
No idea why though.
We feel so distant
There are alot of things I wanna say
but I couldn't bring myself too.
Perhaps, I feel like I lost trust in you.
I know you won't read my blog so yeah.
Then after we hung up, I felt extremely unhappy
No idea why though.
We feel so distant
There are alot of things I wanna say
but I couldn't bring myself too.
Perhaps, I feel like I lost trust in you.
All that's left of me; 8:53 PM.
WARNING: THIS POST IS WRITTEN AT A TIME WHERE I AM FEELING F-ING FRUSTRATED. IT MAY CAUSE YOU SEVERE UNHAPPINESS JUST BY READING. YOU CAN LEAVE IF YOU WANT. NOW!
Shit.
I am really in a ''down'' mood.
I mean, seriously, i dont need anything to make me feel worse
A levels alone is enough
In addition to all the papers I screwed
FML.
Maybe you don't have any intention, yes
I know, you just feel like they did really well for SAT
prob now is that I am already feeling fcking lousy
and then this kinda thing will just make me really frustrated.
Must the whole world tell me I am the stupidest person on earth?
Oh please, spare me.
I think it is already enough that I am suffering these 2 years
and then at the end of 2009, everything fall onto me!
I am really feeling lousy and confused.
Practically drained without achieving anything in particular
This morning girlfriends told me that it's okay for me to fail
when i told them i gave up chem
They said I'd be going overseas anyway...
Sigh.
Now everyone thinks i can just run away from A?
Do you guys know that I am more worried than you guys?
I have no confirmation from any schools whatsoever
and my parents are extermely concern on education
I mean, you guys can retake or go private U.
Me?
I definitely can't.
It's just too complex. the whole family reputation I am talking here.
Imagine being the 1st person in the whole big fam who failed to make it to a good U?
ah.
I have been really unhappy these 2 years.
Felt like i am the one suffering most in the whole entire world
:(
I do have great friends in school
But I'm just unhappy
I feel so fake. So away from myself.
And all I am hoping for now is a new life
a university life for me to start anew.
Shit.
I am really in a ''down'' mood.
I mean, seriously, i dont need anything to make me feel worse
A levels alone is enough
In addition to all the papers I screwed
FML.
Maybe you don't have any intention, yes
I know, you just feel like they did really well for SAT
prob now is that I am already feeling fcking lousy
and then this kinda thing will just make me really frustrated.
Must the whole world tell me I am the stupidest person on earth?
Oh please, spare me.
I think it is already enough that I am suffering these 2 years
and then at the end of 2009, everything fall onto me!
I am really feeling lousy and confused.
Practically drained without achieving anything in particular
This morning girlfriends told me that it's okay for me to fail
when i told them i gave up chem
They said I'd be going overseas anyway...
Sigh.
Now everyone thinks i can just run away from A?
Do you guys know that I am more worried than you guys?
I have no confirmation from any schools whatsoever
and my parents are extermely concern on education
I mean, you guys can retake or go private U.
Me?
I definitely can't.
It's just too complex. the whole family reputation I am talking here.
Imagine being the 1st person in the whole big fam who failed to make it to a good U?
ah.
I have been really unhappy these 2 years.
Felt like i am the one suffering most in the whole entire world
:(
I do have great friends in school
But I'm just unhappy
I feel so fake. So away from myself.
And all I am hoping for now is a new life
a university life for me to start anew.
All that's left of me; 12:01 PM.
